I hate when I am alone. No friends to talk, no texting to answer – or maybe I am not in my mood to text-, sit on my bed, listen to music, no games, silent..and DAMN, I hate to say that I THINK about YOU, i hate this feeling where my mind is completed with your image. I hate this situation when I realized that I NEED YOU to be WITH ME,. i hate this silence cause the more I silent, the more I dream that YOU WILL BE MINE. I hate to listen love’s song, it reminds me on YOU.. i hate lonely night cause I ask myself “what are you doing right now?” or “will you miss me like I do?”..
I hate to close my eyes since YOUR FACE has been fullfil my eyes. I hate typing this, cause the only ONE I talk about just YOU and it makes me to like YOU MORE..
I wish I could go to sleep and push away YOU from my LIFE. L
I want to say I hate you cause YOU SCREW UP my life. I want to delete you from my mind cause I CAN’T THINK ABOUT OTHERS. I want to kill my myself cause I feel I CAN’T LIFE WITHOUT YOU NEARBY. Really, you drive me CRAZY. I want to chase you, and take you as my HALF-SOUL.. who do you think you are, huh? Why do you do this to me? how dare are you touching my heart? Whta the hell things do you use to make me cannot stop thinking about you? How on earth do you come into my life and screw it up? Is this love? Why I am supposed to fall in love with you? Have men in this universe gne so that you are the only man I can see? Why on earth I am mad when you ignore me? Just, can you go from my life? Go wherever you want! I promise I don’t care about YOU!
Huaaa.... T.T
Why is this all about you? I hate YOU...
Now, I hope, you read this so you’ll understand why I want you desperately.
Sincerely,
Your secret admirer.
NB: I hope when we met later, I had been your girl.
Okay it’s over.. I am sick of you.. what the hell am I doing right now? Typing without respond is what I do! Hoping without reality! Admiring without your love! Smiling without humor!
Thanks for making me insane.. you are the one who can do that to me right now..
Oh my GOD, I must be lose my mind! I have typed this with more than 2000 characters! Why am I talking about you this much.. will you read this? I guess “NO”.you are just too busy to read this.. L
It’s ridiculous, I know you will not read this, then what the hell I do write this> i have no strong reason to answer. I am weak now. It’s difficult for me to get through this complicated love.. i am just a girl whi frustated to get you – your love, especially-. REJECT me harsly, please, so that I can hate you easy. T.T
Not really, deep from the bottom of my heart.. I am not only want you, but I need you. Cause I feel, you are the best for my husband to be and dad for my children.
God, please give a sign whether he is the one I will spend the rest of my life with. If he were the one, lead us to find our way. If he were not, show me YOUR PLAN is better than I thought.
God, I need the answer soon. I need somebody with me now. AMIEN
